You are my other
shoe that is lost
and sorely missed
like a sock
in the face
with a closed fist—
I was a foot fetish
for a calloused soul
in the cupping of my open palms
I was an offering bowl.
You were my lethal dose of licking
at wounds, my fantasy of kicking
myself in my tale come true,
blinded from you as my lust-veil
strangled me in your muscular silence
and hid what your odd cock angled
after with cheap plunging action
doused in denial and the full retraction
of all the sweet nothings, now a sour taste
injected into everything—
every cunt the same hunt
for a place of forgetting
my name my face
your groin sweating its feckless pus
in another failed exile of us
but the strain of this refrain is against
my new thrust—I lose my direction
if I pretend the old affection
is not lost, along with the sweetness
the filth and the trust, the infection
of a love that was knot
now doubly undone
and yours was the shot
the glass and the gun.
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